Week 231 – Dealing with anxiety and depression is a pain in the backside to say the least. Unfortunately, it is something I have to go through every few months. Three months, to be exact. I get bouts of anxiety and depression and I just cannot operate properly. This week unfortunately saw the start of my depression and intern anxiety crept in. I took a few days off work and did quite a lot of stuff to help me feel a little bit better about myself.
The beginning of this week was a challenge. My depression had kicked in. However, Daniel and I made a trip over to see my friend Rowena in Windsor. She has lots of dogs and especially a large six-month-old wolf-dog called Logan. A beautiful dog which we thought we better go and visit. Amongst her other small collection of dogs. Including, a female wolf-dog puppy very small and beautiful. Her Chihuahua Jack Russell mixes and a couple of other animals she is looking after.
Daniel, my Albanian gay boyfriend is usually amazing. I’m afraid this week he was a total wanker. I was feeling crap for days and he had to do one of his usual nasty things. This included being horrible to me in the morning. Just because he has a terrible morning mood. Yes, that’s right when he wakes up in the morning he is disgusting to say the least.
I was going to cancel my plans with my friend Lori. I did think twice about it and met her. We had a lovely afternoon in Richmond Park with a mini picnic whilst we fed the ducks, crows and geese. I also met my friend Michael and we went over to Richmond Park. This is one way that is unusual for me. In the form of making myself feel better when suffering from depression. I’m not sure if it worked. However, I did manage to get through my depression a lot quicker. By the end of the week, everything seemed to perk up more. So happy. He does help when couples make up. Daniel and I did makeup. At last
I also met my friend Michael and we went over to Richmond Park. This is one way that is unusual for me. In the form of making myself feel better when suffering from depression. I’m not sure if it worked. However, I did manage to get through my depression a lot quicker. By the end of the week, everything seemed to perk up more. So happy. It does help when couples make up. Daniel and I did makeup.
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